so much has changed in my life.

ive added on two people in my family recently my amazing boyfriend Josh and my rambunctious puppy Shaggy.

Live in a nice new big house,take online classes at keystone and live a laid back life style of playing blackops, smoking, chillin with friends, being bored online or just work on school stuff, and other random things.

My goals are to graduate, travel, find a job, be happy, help people, and stay down to earth and to never let people fuck with my head.

I only have a few friends that i actually even hang out with such as jarvis, tyanna, josh, stephen, ryan, and maybe a few others im forgeting atm

so yeah woppieeee

I only

miss two people in my life.
like that i desire to have back if i could
and that is hannah and robin.
hannah was the best friend ive ever had even if she did hate my stupid comments i made it kept me in line i guess.
and robin was just so chill and fun to be with. i havnt heard from her in months.
i kinda fucked up with them D:

Its almost

Like im going back to the days were i prayed not to wake up
is that what alcohol and relationships do to me?

Wow i forgot about this site

Im glad i deleted most of the stuff :p
life is strange
i went through a lot sense the year began to now.
but im trying to limit myself on shit sense ive been goin to court.
i have an amazing boyfriend
honestly i have no good friends because im always busy.
i moved and its rough but the house is good
havnt exchanged words with my father sense june and havnt seen him sense may
grandma lives in nc now so i get to visit the beach a lot more
um i got charged with arson. so hey arsonists get all the girls riiight?:) haha gawww old fav band
had the cops banging on my door. god i fucking hate police like the firman people were super nice and so were the ambulence but cops are such dicks.
Im cutting down on smoking and drinking and drugs and such all it is, is a pain in the ass.
its only good erri once and a while doe.
well felt the need to blog sense i just remembered the sight haaaa.

Bye blogger, hello tumblr

Havnt blogged in forever.
so im not really going to do much on here anymore.
so i have a facebook and myspace and formpsring and now a tumblr.
follow me on tumblr and help me out please!
http://alexisrubinmoore.tumblr.com/
i have nothing to blog about at least that i feel like bloggin about. well audios amigos!

Bitchez be CR@zY

spent the weekend with hannah.
we went to see twilight on friday sucked ass lol
then saturday hung wiff her and liz. and we also went to the mall with rachel
i picked up cigs again.
lets just say i have a friend that is 18 now.
because i like smoking but i hate the paranoia of being caught smoking weed ye i still smoke weed but cigs are good to.
then today we went to the pool and i hop
lol so hannah james has been bothering me forr a while now like she randomly messaged me while i was in france
she has no reason to be cyber harrassing me i did nothing so she made a vid and me and me friends bring it up and laugh about it so me hannah and liz mAde a vid.
it was pretty funny and we didnt do it to be mean we did it to show what an ass she is. so we made a second one because she posted it for everyone to see even though we sent it via inbox so she didnt get to embarassed.
so she gets all upset and is now threatening me with something.
and idek what shes tlaking about but anyways she called me fat shes the same size as me except i actually have hips an ass and tits...so that left me laughin
and shes well aware i could kick her ass. so she just needs to grow up and i told her to drop it before it gets serious and shes like no not until i feel better so shes obvi doing what ever shes about to do to make herself feel better its either her ganna kiss my ass or her post really mean things lol either way idc
but anyways i found out the dutch use expressions instead of faggot they have expressions like dirty cancer patient or something like that. its pretty gee.
well ima go i have to shower do some light paint and then doing photography assignments peaceeeee