I only

miss two people in my life.
like that i desire to have back if i could
and that is hannah and robin.
hannah was the best friend ive ever had even if she did hate my stupid comments i made it kept me in line i guess.
and robin was just so chill and fun to be with. i havnt heard from her in months.
i kinda fucked up with them D:

Its almost

Like im going back to the days were i prayed not to wake up
is that what alcohol and relationships do to me?

Wow i forgot about this site

Im glad i deleted most of the stuff :p
life is strange
i went through a lot sense the year began to now.
but im trying to limit myself on shit sense ive been goin to court.
i have an amazing boyfriend
honestly i have no good friends because im always busy.
i moved and its rough but the house is good
havnt exchanged words with my father sense june and havnt seen him sense may
grandma lives in nc now so i get to visit the beach a lot more
um i got charged with arson. so hey arsonists get all the girls riiight?:) haha gawww old fav band
had the cops banging on my door. god i fucking hate police like the firman people were super nice and so were the ambulence but cops are such dicks.
Im cutting down on smoking and drinking and drugs and such all it is, is a pain in the ass.
its only good erri once and a while doe.
well felt the need to blog sense i just remembered the sight haaaa.